Saturday, April 22, 2006

death

is, it would seem, the only state from which the body cannot be disturbed, distracted or dragged back into the chaos that is life. Isn't that what perfect peace is? Isn't that what we seek through meditation? Medication? How can that be? When I want to live! But alas I have been in bed most of the day, dreaming of living instead. Such dreams I have.

1 Comments:

At 9:45 PM, Blogger oklahoma exile said...

Zebra,
I wish I could offer comfort. I guess there are just some days of hopelessness and today seems to be one of them. It will pass, even without death, and we will laugh and smile again and think it's all worth it. Meantime, it's just a mean time.
Exile

 

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